BIG FISH IN SMALL COMPANY? OR SMALL FISH IN BIG COMPANY?

Taday，I logged on a website and knew that lots of students in C11 was accepted by colleges in BJ\ SH \CD, which indeed surprised me a lot, for I thought few people in GZ would like to go out instead of go to SunYetSen University.

To be frank, I regretted ,when kowing that ,not having applied to universities like ZhengFa .

I had my own point of view on choosing a school. I insist that to be a big fish in a small company is a wiser choice for me than to be a small fish in a big company. I failed when I tried to enter a key school for the first time. It (Zhongda fuzhong) was indeed an excellent school where various kinds of brilliant boys and girls were educated . But I was lucky to be a student of Miss JI who taught me a lot not only maths but also the phylosophy of life. I tried hard in study, and three years passed , I was rewarded by respesct and praise treasurable friendship.

When it was time to choose a high school, I did hesitated a little, but finally choose the one near my home--No.6 Middle School. Maybe if I enter HuaFu or Zhi Xin , my life may differed a lot , but who knows, I chose No.6

For certain causes, I entered Class2 'by mistake'or coincidence . I should be in classes which are major in science intead of literal arts. But I entered it, it won't changed forever. Although the whole class is toneless , with few funny guys and few girls I'd common in , I did have good friends like Irene . What's more, I once again was the lucky one to be a student of Lizhongwen. He made me know that learning Chinese can be that interesting and fantastic. But on the other way, I had a worst physics teacher I'd ever met. I was forced to learn physics myself and made up my mind that I won't choose physics as my major for I was afraid to be left behind in the class of Zhangzeyu, which had a completely different teaching style from my former physics teacher.

Because of this , I failed to be in the top class for the third time . I may know those lengendary guys next door, but I may never be the classmates of them, let alone good friends, which was a pity to me. I said it's a pity for I think in one's childhood or teens, one should have some friends which is an example to follow, a teacher to learn from, and a good adviser to ask from. Of course, everyone in my class has something I can learn from, but none of them are that 'perfect'. I did had met a few guys who are brilliant, but not those who I discribed above. I spent a happy 2-year time in Class 12, heard a lot about the things and people in Class 11, and was a big fish in class I think.

For some time, I dreamed about entering a key university like Bj Foreign Language University. I tried my best be the top one in class, so that I can have a chace to enter university like that. But things didn't happen as I had expected. I didn't do well in the College Entrance Exam, and didn't dare applying key universities. I had few choices-accounts or economics. Considering that a major is more important to me than a university, I choose Jinan University, and accountant is my major. For the fourth time, I missed the chance to be a classmate of those 'perfect one'. Seeing that exellent ones are gonna be members in universities in Bj and Sh. Although few of them are in the universities I like, but I had to admit that top students in their university are better than the tops in mine.

From Chigangdong(I only spent a year there) to Lvcui , and then No.6 Middle School, they're all small companies, at least the class I stayed in are small companies. I had amazing teachers like Mrs Li, Mirs Ji, MrLi, Mr Qu , Mrs Zeng. Those are the privilege in small companies. You've got good teachers, and your teachers thoght high of you. But on the other hand , students around me are not those the idols or examples I can follow. I can learn a lot from each of them, but they're all not that perfect. There're a few one I pretty much admire in Class11, but I　didn't have chance to get to know them or chat with them.

Anyway, I've chosen my schools and my own way of life , and I need to accomplish it perfect on my own. No matter how hard it is, no matter what happen.

Hope to have a wonderful 4-year university. Hope to find good friends in it. And hope to have exellent friends.